Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go
Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain
Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...
Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry
Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain
The Prophecy
As darkness claims all light
Leaving the land in Eternal Night
Amidst the dead and innocent cries
Only then The Chosen One shall rise
Enter thy world but fear not
I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
So open your hearts and open your minds
For inside, only knowledge will you find...
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
9:30 pm
Its wierd how people always come to me about their relationship problems when I myself ain't that good in that department. But the wierd thing is, they always went off happier than before.
Maybe I'm like Hitch. Giving people help when he's the one who needs. But...waddehell...it just seems...paradoxical.
Yesterday chatted with Liyana. She's my primary school friend by the way. Well, we chatted for quite a long time. Had a distinct feeling that she's feeling down. Don't ask me how I know, it's one of my erm..."special gifts". I've learn at a young age to trust my instincts. Yes, I sound like a Jedi Master. nyahaha. ok crap.. So, found out that I'm right, Liyana is feeling down cos of some relationship problems of hers. So, just hear her out, cheer her up abit before going off. Sadly, found out today morning that a few minutes after I logged out, she broke up with her boyfriend. Sorry to hear that....
Just lay in bed jus now and thought about some things. And I've come to realise how blind we could be towards some things. Throughout our lives, we always search for what we want. We're even willing to sacrifice for that certain thing that we want. But what we need, we threw it away. And the sad thing is, when the time comes for us to realise that what we need is actually right in front of us all along, being wasted there when we go on our quest for what we ant, it'll be too late. Its just sad. All of our lives, we're searching for something that will prove to be useless in the end, while totally ignoring and not appreciating the very thing that we need that's right smack dab in front of us. And its only when the thing is gone away that we realise how much we need it. Its just too late man...and you know it..
On a brighter note, tommorrow's gonna be going to JSS for Teacher's Day celebration. Sad that Mr. Nur can't be there. But woohoos, gonna see the Sec 3s perform. Last year's their debut performance (of which they're still Sec 2s) and they played Helena. Its was fucking good. Dunno what they're gonna perform this year but I hope its as good.
Gonna go jalan jalan with Syafique, Azhar, Syahid,Ruthiran...alah, mainly the usuals or in other words, the Rebel Alliance Leaders. It's been a long while since I've gone out wth them. And with Syahid's Craziness, Azhar's Wackiness, Syafiq's Lame-o Supremo and my Zaniness, its gonna be one hell of a day.
Seriously guys, I need some laughter right now. Haha hehe hoho. nyahaha...it's been a looooong while since I talked crap...yehaaaaa
Its hard to say that I was wrong. Its hard to say I miss you. Since you've been gone its not the same...
___~Why do I even bother...