Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Wednesday, September 27, 2006

    11:15 pm

    The Crimson

    I feel it welling up inside,
    And Robert Smith lied, Boys do cry
    And with blood tears in my eye
    I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
    I can't fight the monster no more
    One can only feel desolate for so long
    Until one starts to change
    Into something even the mirror don't recognize
    I metamorphisize
    The darkness has been bidding its time
    To claim its latest victim
    Fresh meat for carnal desires
    To become, what I became
    I view the sun for one last time

    Will you still hold mewhen you see what I have done
    Will you still kiss me the same
    when you taste my victim's blood
    Its all so crimson and red
    I feel it falling from your lips
    My heart is dead and so are you

    And it pulses through,
    The desire to change
    To deconstruct all my past failings
    But where to begin?
    When you live in sin
    its hard to look at saints without them reflecting your dark auras at you
    And all I have is hope
    My inner burn's not fading
    I'll wipe the blood from my cheek
    And get on with my day

    And all I have is hope
    And all I need is time
    To bury in pine under six feet of time
    The lies I told me about myself
    Claw my way out
    Pick the splinters for under my fingernails
    Just live and breathe
    Try not to die again

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    Well, its been 3 days since school started again and nothing's changed much.
    Still the same classrooms, the same classmates.
    The only thing's changed are my modules and lecturers.
    Oh, and yeah.
    I noticed something too.
    This time, unlike last semester, I spend less time messaging on my handphone.
    I wonder why eh...


    Lets see now, nothing much have changed this few days.
    Just that the Muslims in my class are becoming more closer
    which are me, Jafar, Zac and Azmil.
    Ever since Zac and Azmil decide to join me and Jafar in prayers.
    Sempena Ramadan la kirekan.
    So yeah, ever since Monday, we haven't missed one prayer time
    And all those times I was the Imam since none of them want to lead.

    Come on guys
    Is it so hard to be the Imam for once?
    I mean, being the Imam is like a big honour.
    And all the time I see, be it in school or praying during Madrasah,
    people will be pushing each other to lead.
    Their reason for not wanting to be Imam is usually they're not good at saying out the Surahs or they can't remember any long2 Surahs.
    Please la. You want long-long Surahs to be read during Solat Fardhu.
    For instance, Surah Al-Bakarah to be read during Zuhur.
    You must be joking.

    You think this is still in the Prophet's era?
    I'm not saying that you can't recite it.
    By all means, if you want AND if you can remember it,
    Alhamdulillah, go ahead.
    But please, be mindful of the situation.
    Even short Surahs have very much content.
    And still, some people might thing that you're trying to show off by reciting a looooong Surah during Solat Fardhu.
    But thats what they think only.

    You might argue that the Al-Bakarah is recited at Masjidil Haram all the time.
    DUDE!!! LOOK AROUND YOU!
    DOES THIS LOOK LIKE MASJIDIL HARAM TO YOU??
    we're at a staircase landing, for crying out loud.
    haiizzz..
    the lengths people go just to justify themselves right even though their in the wrong..

    So, tomorrow gonna have Java Practical
    Going to see Arun Kumar's face again.
    Haiyooo..him again.
    Nevermind la..
    And after that gonna go to SGH to see Atuk
    He just had his operation just now.
    And Alhamdulillah, everything's fine.

    So yeah..till here...wanna sleep already,
    If no, cant wake up for sahur.
    heheh









    ___~Why do I even bother...