Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Wednesday, September 13, 2006

    10:28 pm

    I see my world crumble and fall
    before my eyes
    Dark will turn to light,
    in time, I'll be alright...


    I've got an announcement to make..

    I PASSED MY MATHS!!!!

    mwahaha..that was damned unexpected. Thought I was gonna flunked it but, waddehell, a D is better than an F right?? Did ok for the rest I guess, got GPA of 2.9 which coincidentally is the same as Zee's and Shakinah's. 2.9. Not really a good GPA but hey! I was expecting 1 or something. Azhar got 3 while Amir's is 3.7. Bloody smartass.haha

    So as a celebration today, followed Abang Zam go jamming. And as his so-called 'pass-maths' present, he let me play his Stratocaster. hehehe~
    But only for a while. But that's fine with me. As long as I get to play on it, I'm happy enough. =)

    Looking at Abang Zam's band play, I really could see them winning Battle Of The Bands. And maybe, just maybe they could be performing at Baybeats next year. Hope they do, cos they're good enough to be performing there. Maybe if they do, I could ask Abang Zam to have a 'guest guitarist'. Guess who? ME!!! haha.

    Wouldn't be great to be performing up there? All those people watching in awe as I shred my guitar to the tune of Second Heartbeat's solo or maybe even one of Dragonforce's solo. wooo~
    okok, wake up Sufyan, that bloody Stratocaster is giving you too much delusions of grandeur.

    Anyway, me passing my maths is nothing short of a miracle. Maybe it really is since I remembered after our paper, I said to Jafar, "It needs a miracle for me to pass and a truly divine intervention for me to get A" So, as you can see, miracles do happen. Only to those who believe. Maybe it's God's way to tell me that He's still with me and always be. That the obstacles He put and of which I went through just recently has made me stronger.

    Thank you, my Lord. Without you I'm weak. Without you, I'm nothing. You have given me strength, will and hope with every passing obstacle that You have put before me. I hope that I have done adequately and done what is expeted of me. You are my Saviour and You are the only One I turn to in my hour of need. I am grateful, my Lord. Allahuakhbar!!

    You know, actually I feel like blogging about Star Wars or maybe Metal, the two things that have changed my life. But looking at the time, I wanna sleep. Cos gotta wake up at 3 to watch the Battle of Britain, Manchester United vs Celtic. WoooHoo!! Rooney can play already!! yeahhhh..okok, maybe tomorrow then. So long...ehhh wait! I wrote something just now, thought of putting it here, so here goes:

    Trail Of Broken Hearts

    Here we are, far beyond the distant sky
    We've seen all of the world and how the story would turn over
    Through the snow and tainted mountains we have climbed
    Now we have found the light that guides us over

    Through the falling rain we travelled far and wide
    and through the blackest darkness with stars shining bright..

    Through the sun and winter rain we'll fall
    Our our lives were spent waiting for a sound to call
    We're walking hand-in-hand in dreams and endless time
    How do we know when we will leave this life behind?

    Staring life through eyes of mine to hate the fear and the pain
    There's a voice saying deep inside, The life you live is in vain..

    Fly away down the lonely roads of yesterday
    Close your eyes to see the light of better days
    And all the memories that time could never heal
    with a trail of broken hearts flying free

    Once again we walk this lonely road
    There are times that we are wading through the rain and cold
    We're lost in memories of what we left behind
    relive the dreams, the endless screams of pain inside

    Lives are filled with emptiness
    The fear returns once again
    Searching endlessly only to see
    Drown your mind in the pain

    The last temptation is all there's left for me
    When I see those smiles she smiled
    When I hear those laugh she laughed
    When I see Your creation now for an enemy
    Is this the reason to be?

    The trail of broken hearts flying free...








    ___~Why do I even bother...