Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Saturday, September 30, 2006

    12:36 am

    It feels like the light will never reach me here
    I'm choking back my longing for shed tears
    So strangulated by my lonesome fears
    Please don't worry too much
    It only hurts when I breathe...

    Day 6 of Ramadan
    Day 5 of Polytechnic 2nd Semester

    Yep, a whole week has passed ever since Ramadan and the second semester started.
    Not much happened in this week. Just the usuals, school, eat,sleep,fasting...bla,bla,bla
    GEMS on Wednesday was a fun affair. Me,Iman,Imran,Azhar and Aishah took the same GEMS and found out that Yusry and Muhammad (Year 2) also in the same class. So, yeah..cool, knew alot of the people there already, makes it easier and more comfortable.haha

    Got a little pissed up with Zac, the class chairman. As a leader, he's supposed to be decisive. But yet, he's bowing down to the minority. I mean, dude, you support the majority. We make more sense in the argument and yet you bowed down because of those two. YOU ARE THE LEADER for goodness sake!! You have the power to overwrite them. That's not called abuse of power dude. You do have a right to make decisions that serve the greater good of the class. Damn...

    And yeah, saw Zee just now when she was going up the staircase at T16. I was going to T16 study corner from Foodcourt 4. I wasnt eating la. Just meeting my friends before going to Solat Jumaat. Didnt call out to her cos I was...ermm..scared? Ok, seriously, I dunno why. Just in that point of time, didn't thought it will be a good idea to call out to her.

    After school today, went to Geylang with my family to break fast. When we first got there around 730, there wasn't much people. But as we walked, soon enough, it was jam pack full. Walked around before taking the taxi home. By then my legs are threatening to kill me.

    I don't know why but lately, I've been purposely pushing myself to test my limits. Taking it to the extreme. Walking to Masjid Darussalama and back to school under the hot sun when taking a bus is much cooler. Walking home from school even though I was already bone-tired. Forcing myself to listen to those songs that will bring back memories like Warmness on The Soul, International You Day.

    I have absolutely no idea why I'm doing this. I think I'm testing myself. Trying to see if I will break. Also, I think that I'm building up my strength and will which has severely eroded because of what happened. So severely eroded that only hope and faith kept me going for a while. Like I said, Faith gives Hope. And with Hope, you will gain Strength. And thru Strength, you will build up your Will.

    Can I turn back now and take back what I said? Or should I keep on walking away?
    Like I told you before, its downright impossible for me NOT to have feelings for you after all these changes I've been through because of you. I hope someday, Insyaallah, Allah S.W.T answers my prayers and opens your heart to me. I really hope. Till then, you will always be in my prayers. And don't worry, I won't forget your birthday =)

    Can't wait for next Saturday working with Iftar Manpower
    also, thinking of signing up for RYC under Al-Falah Youth-SPMLS Coalition Forces (Wak's term)
    But hmmm..dunno eh..see how la

    Quote of the day: Depends on what you want. You want her to think of you in that way,which is untrue, or you want pahala? Your choice (Wak using his underhanded ways to help me.Thanks)


    I miss you...alot

    ___~Why do I even bother...