Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Tuesday, September 05, 2006

    12:10 pm

    It was a sad day for the world yesterday. It lost its most strongest fighter and one of its most loved wildlife expert. Yes, Steve Irwin died yesterday..by of all things, a stingray attack. Considering that he handled much dangerous and venomous things than stingrays, its somewhat freaky to be killed by one...

    And yesterday, also the reason I was gone for a long time, my dear friend, Hafiz passed away. As a last promise to him, I stayed at his side till the end. I honour my promises. I don't make promises unless I mean them. He was diagnosed with advanced leukemia at a few months ago and the doctors said that he had only a month or a few weeks left. But Hafiz, being the fighter that he is, refused to just lay in wait for death. He fought the disease, surprising the doctors that he is still alive after a few months. But yesterday, he took his last breath. And yeah, he died peacefully in his sleep.

    Just the fact that he fought on, shows ow strong his will to live is. And I swear, if only he was given a second chance at life, he might just make it. I still remember his last words to me. Of course, back then I didn't know it will be his last words:

    If I should go after this, I'll find Peace knowing that you were right here beside me.

    Thats just part of it. Just don't feel like putting the rest here. He said that before he went to sleep...how was I to know that he wont wake up again?
    And during his funeral, I was the only one wasn't crying. I don't make it a point to cry at funerals cos Death is something that we ALL face someday. So, remember this guys, if its my time to go, I forbid you to cry at my funeral. Remember that.heh

    After that, Hafiz's dad asked me whether I want to be the Imam for the Solat Jenazah or Solat Zuhur. I was quite shocked that he asked me this, so I accidentally said 'Both'. But I ended up only being Imam for Solat Zuhur since I forgot how to Solat Jenazah. Come on la..its not everyday that I Solat Jenazah sey...

    After all of those finished, went to town with Iman and Fadhirul to clear my head up abit.
    was a bit mentally drained and tired but knowing Iman and Fadhirul, they surely will cheer me up.And that they did. We went is search for jobs. Going first to Forum to sign up for Toys'R'Us. Iman suddenly got this idea that we go to all Toysrus branches here and sign up so at least one of them will call. So, we slide down the escalator banister and went over to Paragon and sign up there.

    Iman said he dont really like the Toysrus at Paragon, cos its small. Or in his words, "kecik sangat ah. Nanti aku takle menghilang main game kjap. Manager senang carik nanti". haha.
    So we went to Plaza Singapura after that. Iman tries at the Secret Recipe there, but his antics, or rather, Fadhirul's craziness cost him a job. So, we went to 7-11 after that, and just sat around first. Fadhirul called us "The Retards"...and I totally agree with him.

    We go around doing stupid things, like dancing the robo dance at the Fountain Of Wealth to the tune of a Michael Jackson song. Then we went to the Esplande bridge, where we did stupid stunts underneath the bridge...like Wildboyz like that.haha

    After that went to Peninsular before going home...

    Got home, did the usuals..bla bla bla...

    my mind's kinda cleared up right now...but one thing's for sure...I miss her can?


    In Loving Memory of: Muhammad Hafiz Syafi'e Bin Ahmad Jumairi
    Innalillahi Wainalillahirojiuun.
    Kepada-Nya kami datang, Dan kepada-Nya kami kembali...

    ___~Why do I even bother...