Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Sunday, September 10, 2006

    9:24 pm

    Its not the end that I fear with each breathe.
    Its life that scares me to death...


    Dunno what the fuck to blog about...or what I'm doing in Blogger but..maybe this will tell you how I feel.

    Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
    Everytime I try to get myself get back upon my feet
    all I ever think about is this, and the tiring time between,
    and how trying to prove myself to you just take so much out of me...

    I'm letting go.
    Seeing that it's better off this way.
    I can never be good enough for you, can I?
    Just about everything I do is wrong to you.
    Maybe, I might seem a bit to overly concern.
    Maybe, I might seem a bit controlling.
    Maybe, my way of thinking sort of disturbs you at times

    But its just ME.
    I'm not perfect. No one is.
    I make mistakes
    I'm just a man.
    JUST.A.MAN

    Don't think that I didn't notice the decline
    I noticed it...and I tried to save it.
    I tried to save what I thought we had.
    A good friendship.
    But you know, its really hard to do something like this on my own..
    I can't hold on to something when it doesn't want to be held on
    I can't be the only one to hold the crumbling walls together.
    I just can't.
    And its fucking ironic that I saved my friends' relationships. But I'm helpless when it comes to mine.

    Everything happens for a reason.
    And now I know why God let us meet.
    It wasn't for some reason like we were meant to be like I thought.
    We meet, because God wants someone to inspire me more to change for the better.
    In other words, I was meant to love you.
    But you were never meant to love me.
    And now, I've changed...very much so.

    The vulgar, insensitive, always in trouble with the law Sufyan of the old is gone.
    What you see before you now is the new me. The new me that you indirectly helped created.
    Like I said, you don't know how much you mean to me. And looking at the circumstances, you'll never will.
    So, the reason for our meeting is done. And now, we shall go our separate ways.

    I wish you all the best for your future.
    And I hope, that you find 'The One' that you're looking for.
    To whoever that guy is, you can consider yourself the luckiest guy on Earth for getting someone like her. Try not to make the stupid mistakes that I did.

    Good luck for everything you do.
    And may God smile His Graciousness upon your path.

    Assalamualaikum....

    I see my world crumble before my eyes,
    Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright
    I never imagined life could be this way
    So cold, so dark....so alone



    ___~Why do I even bother...