Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Friday, September 01, 2006

    10:35 pm

    Lemme start off with this:

    HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

    To all the teacher's that have taught me along the way, especially Mr Nur and Mrs Ang, the only two teachers that followed me from sec 2 onwards, I'd like to say a heartfelt thank you. Thanks for not giving up on me even though I was a unappreciative asshole who always run away from remedials. Sorry I didnt have abything for you guys for Teacher's Day, but I hope that me getting Distinctions is enough for you guys. =)

    So, yesterday went back to JSS and caught up with my old friends, Syafiq, Azhar, Ruthiran, Ian, Ali, Iman...well, and the rest. And saw Miss Nina Lim too! Woohoo! She brought her baby girl along and she was sooooo cute..haha. And the wierd thing is, the first thing Miss Lim said to me was, " Wow, you look slimmer eh, Sufyan?" haha. Of which I replied, "Eh, since when I fat sey?" haha.

    After that went to the hall and watch the performances. Woah~ all 9 performances are live band performances, compared to last year which has only 4 live bands (of which yours truly performed). Watched the Sec 2s and 3s performed...they're ok, though not in the standard of last year's performers. Waited till Eleventh Finger perform but walked out halfway thru cos they're playing Only One..and also bcos Syafiq wanted to go 'jamming'. So, off we go to our secret jamming place, the fourth floor toilet.haha.

    And there, Dangdut King was revived again!! Syafiq gelek-ed his way around the toilet, much to the amusement of some juniors of us who happened to walk in while the Dangdut King is in action. After that we went to our old classrooms, of which my class and Syafiq's and Azhar's class classrooms are just beside each other. Lucky for us, our classrooms just happened to have a broken window pane each, so we can see through. Hmm...my classroom is as messy as always...the same goes for theirs. Hey, waddya expect from two of the craziest classes in JSS history? (My class is crazier la)

    Went to JP to eat after that before heading to Syafiq's house to play games. Really had fun there, with our usual lame jokes and singing to Linkin Park songs. haha. Just like how we are in Sec 2. And yeah, I always end up being Mike Shinoda cos I really can't sing, but I rap quite well. And also because Syafiq likes the shouting part and Azhar makes a great Chester Bennington-like voice.

    Went home at around 4 and sleep.and bla bla bla.......

    Nothing happened much just now, just that went and cut my hair. Revert back to the usual mohawk-like hairdo. Played a stupid trick with the hairdresser..was really kinda lame actually..

    me: Cut like mohawk ah. Behind must got 'W' slope. ('w' slope don't exist. Its suppose to be a V slope)
    hairdresser: hah?! 'W' slope ah? Let me see ah... ( looks at my hair for some time)
    me : ehhh..can or cannot??
    hairdresser : dunno leh......
    me : Aiyah...'v' slope also can laaaa...

    haha..and the hairdresser.. I really dunno whether he's just playing along or he's just plain stupid. So, got my hair cut before going back home.

    And, just something random... I totally HATE it when someone says being a drummer is an easy job cos anyone could just play it. I'm no drummer.. I can't play a drumbeat to save my ass. But I know its no easy task. Being a drummer is hard. Its not only the drumbeat. You've got to have a good listening ear and ability to improvise. One good example is Travis Barker. His unorthodox style of drumming is real hard and not easy to emulate. If I hear one more person say drumming is easy or something, I'm gonna take that drumstick and stuff it up his ass..

    I can smile and act as if everything's okay, but my heart is telling me otherwise. I miss you..can?








    ___~Why do I even bother...