Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Saturday, September 23, 2006

    11:06 pm

    Memories

    I    n this world I tried
    Not leaving you alone behind
    There's no other way
    I pray to God, let her stay
    The memories ease the pain inside
    And now I know why

    All of my memories keep you near
    Inside of my mind wish you were here
    All of my memories keep you near
    In silent whispers, in silent tears

    Made me promise I'd try
    To find my way back in this life
    I hope there's a way
    To give me a sign you're ok
    reminds me again its worth it all
    So I can go home..

    All of my memories keep you near
    Inside of my mind wish you were here
    All of my memories keep you near
    In silent whispers, in silent tears

    Together in all these memories
    I see your smile
    All of the memories I hold dear
    Darling, you'd know I'll love you till the end of time

    All of my memories...

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    Finally, tomorrow's going to be Ramadhan, the long-awaited month. For kids, this month is long-awaited since it signifies the coming of Hari Raya. But for me, its long-awaited for this month is Allah's greatest gift to Prophet Muhammad's followers. The time for repent and goodwill is here, my friends. Let us wash away our past sins and ask for forgiveness so as to turn over a new leaf.

    So, these few days have been somewhat weird to me. Found myself listening to Simple Plan and all those pop-punk bands though I made a vow not to listen to them anymore. Its been two years since I last listened to a Simple Plan song. So, been thinking back about my erm.."musical history". Like from what genre I started all that. So here it is. This is theoretically accurate, I guess. =)

    Primary school days (1996-1999) - Boybands (We all have to start somewhere right?)

    Upper Primary to Secondary 1 (2000-2002) - Rap Metal (Linkin Park.DUH.The shit at that time)

    Secondary 2 (2003) - Ska/ska-punk (Madness, Less Than Jake. Thanks to Abang Nizam)

    First few months of Secondary 3 (2004) - Mainstream punkrock (Simple Plan, Good Charlotte,etc. Punkrocker in the making.heheh)

    Towards the end of Secondary 3 (2004) - Hardcore punkrock/metalcore (NOFX, Anti-Flag, Rise Against,Avenged Sevenfold... Hardcore punkrocker.heheh)

    Birth of Gate To Freedom/ Secondary 4 (2005) - Heavy metalcore/a bit of Black metal (Atreyu, Trivium, Cradle Of Filth, Behind Crimson Eyes...venturing to the hardcore world)

    After O' Levels (2005-2006) - Opera/Symphonic Metal(Nightwish, Within Temptation, Evanescence...all with female lead vocals. Me likey~)

    Start of polytechnic (early 2006) - Emo/Emocore (Story of The Year, MCR, Fenix *TX...you damn well know why I became emoshittified. So don't ask)

    NOW (present) - Classic Rock/Speed Metal/Metalcore (Atreyu, GNR,Scorpions, Bon Jovi, Dragonforce, etc...I'm getting sentimental lately..)

    So, that's my musical journey. Some of the bands I actually heard off quite some time ago though I only focused on them on the timeline given.

    So, as you can see, I'm not a fan of the mainstream. Never liked listening to RnB or all those stuffs you hear in the radio nowadays. Even the rock stuffs that come out in the radio are nothing short of mediocre. Almost all have the same rhythm. No solos. Wtf~

    One reason why I like the underground scene better is because of the lyrical content.
    Listen to RnB and you'll always find them singing about love and love and sex. Like, what the fuck man...issnt there anything else to sing about??

    But try listening to metal, or hardcore punk. Their lyrics not only address love and such, they also address the political side of life. They address what is happening around the world. Listen to sum 41 or Rise Against or Anti-Flag. Look at their lyrics. You'll find out that their lyrics have much more content.

    True, you might say that usually in Metal or punk rock cases, you cant hear the singing or there's too much shouting. But to me, liking a song for its beat while its lyric makes no sense whatsoever is like liking a girl for her beauty, while her inside's nothing.
    I'd rather listen to a song with very much meaningful lyrics but doesnt sound really nice than a song with nice beats but have crappy lyrics

    yes, I am THAT particular when it comes to lyrics...

    So, anyway, dunno if I said this before but... I think my heart just won the war. Cos my mind's not bothering to counter what my heart feels. In this case, it looks like I'm in for more pain...lucky I'm numbed to it. =)

    SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN YANG MULIA INI.
    PUASA TAU...JANGAN TAK PUASA.
    =)











    ___~Why do I even bother...