Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Thursday, September 21, 2006

    12:32 am

    Paradise for you? I cannot tell,
    But undoubtedly, your beckoning is hell.
    There is no time for you to repent
    I'll take your soul for which I'm sent.
    --Excerpt taken from "When Izrail Beckons" by Amirullah

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    Something I Could Never Have

    I still recall your scent that lingers,
    the echo of your voice still ringing in my ears.
    My dreams of you still wash ashore
    Haunting me till I don't wanna sleep anymore

    You make this go away
    I'm just down to one thing and I'm starting to scare myself
    You make this go away
    I just want something
    I just want something I could never have

    You always were the one to show me how,
    back then I didn't know to do the things I did now
    This thing is slowly taking me apart
    Gray would be the colour if I still had a heart

    You make this go away
    I'm down to one thing and I'm starting to scare myself
    You make this go away
    I just want something
    I just want something I could never have

    In this place I see, its all such a shame
    it looks different but its still the same
    Everywhere I look its you I see
    Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be...




    That was the best I could come up with. Losing my touch, I think cos I don't really think its as good as the ones I did before.

    So, anyway, went to hospital to see atuk just now. But reached there, saw Cik Rahman packing atuk's stuff. Discharged already!! YEY!! ATUK'S OK!! WOOHOOO!!.. so, followed Cik Rahman send atuk home before meeting up with Azhar at Jurong East Swimming Complex.

    We went in, thinking that Hambaly, Fadhirul, Iman and Logan is already inside, but searched for them in vain. Found out later that they went to eat first. Wth~
    So, waited for them and when they came, straight away changed. Went inside the Lazy River first. Before anything, Azhar already slipped and fell. But luckily we were already in the pool at that time.

    True to our title as Wildboys Retards, we each take turns to dive into the pool when inside the cave. I did a 360 turn, the same as Iman. Fadhirul did a spinning thingy while Azhar also did a 360. Logan was always, the scaredy-cat and Hambaly, being Hambaly, made the Deep Impact.haha, TSUNAMI!!!!

    After that went on the slides. Shouted stupid, nonsense things as we slid down. And of course, Hambaly made the biggest impact.DUH!. And Logan made the smallest one since he got stuck halfway thru and his speed was relatively slow. Don't ask me how he got stuck, its totally beyond me.

    After that played Ice and Water in the Lazy River. Me and Fadhirul became the catcher and we caught all of them in like what, less than 5 minutes, i think. Ok fine, we cheated.heheh. After that, Azhar and Iman became the catcher. And...me and Fadhirul cheated again.hehe

    After that was Logan and Hambaly's turn. And...you guessed it, me and Fadhirul cheated yet again.ehehheehehhee.Damn, we're good...

    I cant really post about the state of my mind right now cos I don't really know. The only thing I know is that the war is subsiding, but they're still constantly overwriting each other, and its totally driving me insane...haizz..

    I'm running a race against myself...and I'm losing..badly..

    2 MORE DAYS TO RAMADHAN!! WOOHOO!! SALVATION IS NEAR!!



    ___~Why do I even bother...