Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go
Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain
Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...
Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry
Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain
The Prophecy
As darkness claims all light
Leaving the land in Eternal Night
Amidst the dead and innocent cries
Only then The Chosen One shall rise
Enter thy world but fear not
I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
So open your hearts and open your minds
For inside, only knowledge will you find...
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
9:51 pm
We're too busy with our own demandsas time slipped thru our handsIts too late to understandthe writings on the wallWhen the eleventh hour callAnd Humanity will face it's fallI think I just broke my toe. And the hairline fracture on my right foot is yet to heal. Damn, i'm so full of injuries, like professional like that. But no injury short of the major ones, is going to stop me from playing soccer.Played soccer just now with Fad,Iman, Ali and Logan. Showed them what could have happened if Rooney were to be on form during Sunday's match. We played against some Westwood Sec kids. Won them 5-0. And I scored 3 of them. And one of them is a real beauty, something which only I can do. Scored a scissors kick ala Peter Crouch, but minus the long legs. Lately, I think I've improved in my soccer skills. Last time, I prefer to be more of a target man. Just stay up front and do the finishing. But now, I prefer to playmake. I noticed I've been doing more dribbling and the best thing, I can get pass a lot ofdefenders. Luck? Or skill? You decide.Did my GEMS registration just now. Took Everyday Chemical Hazards, same as Azhar. Same class some more.heheh. Wednesday afternoon at T1633. Actually wanted to take on Tuesdays but no more seats. So sad...Recently, my mind's been entertaining the thoughts of embracing the dark side again. That is, live by hatred, like how I use to. And I think, its about time I did that. Since Love can't heal me,at least hatred can make me numb to the pain. And just for the record, I'm not talking about hating people, more so her. I'm just saying that I'm allowing myself to turn to the hatred, the bottled up anger within me to help me with this.And one more thing, its not that I act as if I know everything. I did that because I got the wrong meaning and I thought it was wrong. As a Muslim, its my job to rectify it. Didn't you even think for a minute what could happen if people gets the wrong idea? It'll not only be on his head, it'll be on mine too cos I did nothing about it. I never did say I know everything. I was merely doing what The Holy Prophet asked of us. To spread his teachings no matter how small. I don't know why you're doing this. Maybe you're still angry at me. Maybe you think by doing this, you can make me hate you. The fact is, I CAN'T. I CAN NEVER FIND IT IN ME TO HATE YOU.get it?
___~Why do I even bother...