Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go
Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain
Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...
Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry
Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain
The Prophecy
As darkness claims all light
Leaving the land in Eternal Night
Amidst the dead and innocent cries
Only then The Chosen One shall rise
Enter thy world but fear not
I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
So open your hearts and open your minds
For inside, only knowledge will you find...
Saturday, September 16, 2006
12:26 am
The whispers you hear are nothing but lies
The whisers you hear are not even truths
You'll never know till you hear the cries
Till you're hanging from the noose
Today is a WET day. Figuratively and practically speaking. Was raining the whole afternoon, ever since I stepped out of the house to go to Solat Jumaat at Al-Mukminin Mosque.
It was bloody raining cats and dogs and puppies and rabbits and so on and so forth. Supposed to meet Amir at the block in front of the mosque, but somehow ended up at the block opposite it and the only way to get there is to go across the road. Meaning getting wet. So, waddehell, just cross.
Alah hujan sikit jer, kater hardcore..
Went inside after that and met up with Azhar. After Solat walked to Jurong East Interchange. Get wet again. A little rain won't hurt anyone. Took MRT and went to Orchard since Amir havnt been there for quite some time and we took him to go jalan-jalan. Walked all the way to Plaza Singapura while laughing about stupid lame jokes all the way. Hey..we're lame and we like it.
Went all the way up to the Yamaha Music place to look at electric guitars. Thought of buying a Zildjian drumstick or one of those multi-rod drumstick, but, don't really see the use of buying one since I'm born to be a guitarist, not a drummer. =)
anyway, an interesting trivia, the multi-rod drumsticks are created by Travis Barker, one of which is used in "I Miss You" video, back when he was still Blink 182's drummer. Back to story, Azhar played with the drum set on display. He's quite good to be exact, has good rhythmic skills. That guy's really multi-talented, can sing, can drum, can play guitar, can dance...who can forget his infamous mop-dance done during Sec 2 CIP in which he broke 2 mops while trying to do the tango.haha
After that walked down and walk pass Secret Recipe. I know Zee is working there. Yeah, she didn't tell me but there's a lot you can derive from how people answer your questions and from bits and pieces of information, you can built a whole picture. And I'm good at putting things together. And I think, unless Fatmah told her she saw me there with Fadhirul and Iman the other day, Zee still didn't know that I know she worked there.
So anyway, just walk past. Forced myself not to turn and look since Fatmah is at the front, waiting for customers. Though I did turn at the last minute but didnt see Zee. Walked to near the escalator before I turned behind and saw Fatmah calling someone over while looking at my direction. So, I presume she's calling Zee over to ask whether the person she saw was really me or not and Zee would probably either say, "Yer ke? Takkan dia tahu maner aku keje?" OR, more likely, "Biar ah kalau dier, aku tak kisah pun". Or maybe, she might think that we just happened to walk there, when actually we're aren't. See how scary I can be? I can get into people's heads. WOO~ I'm a psycho-psychologist.haha
After that, went to eat at Burger King downstairs after walking around findng an ATM. All the while the ATM is right in front of us. Damn. haha. So we ate and joked. Joked until Coke came out of my nose goddammit!! It was a stupid joke started when Amir out of the blue told us that Adi Dasler created Adidas and his brother created Puma. I went on to say that Adi Dasler's father created Hugo Boss and his grandfather created Kappa before taking a sip of my Coke.
Amir then asked, "Then Adi's pakcik created what?". Azhar pandai2 go and say, Asadi. Asadi is the brand of Amir's slipper, a ciplak Adidas brand. Somehow, that really tickled me and some of the Coke I was drinking went out through my nose, which really is icky...yeargghhh...
Made our way home after that, and Me and Azhar took the wrong direction trains. Instead of taking the Boon Lay-bound trains, we took the Pasir Ris-bound train. And azhar said he actually noticed it but didnt say anything..yeahhhh riiigghhttt. That coming from someone who took the wrong bus and ended up in Geylang instead of Jurong, its kinda hard to believe..
So, I'm bloody sleepy right now, wanna get some shut-eye. And Zee, if you're reading this, which I higly doubt you are, but just in case, its not a question about whether I was scared to acknowledge you just now. Its a question of whether you will even acknowledge me if I did that.
Think about it. Will you?
___~Why do I even bother...
