Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

  • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
  • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

  • Tuesday, October 10, 2006

    2:46 pm

    Dilated

    Yesterday I forgot to breathe
    for the 6th time this week
    Maybe its the pink cloud strafed sky
    That changed my mind and brought me back
    Seems like everyday its killed or be killed

    With all these anger there's no time
    To inhale and progress and catch the smell of something
    you once knew
    Because everyday its bear the load or break
    When will it be too much for me to take?

    Have you ever stopped,
    Raised your head towards the sun
    and screamed?
    Let it out,
    Exhale the pain
    that strangulates the soul

    When will I be free?
    My lungs take in the fragrance of remorse
    What is the cost
    of this life I'm living?

    If you let your lungs fill up with pain
    then you'll drown in your own regret
    My arm feels so numb
    My heart palpitates,
    missing a beat

    The blood freezing in my veins
    The taste of rust in my mouth
    But today I throw it all away
    Though the light blinds my eyes
    I will not be blinded

    If you blink,
    you could miss so much
    Please don't ever close your eyes...


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    Having my 2hr break right now at T1611. Most of my classmates around me are shooting their asses off playing CS. Got tired of playing since I'm always at the losing end. pfftt. Fine, I admit, I'm bad at playing CS but give me a real M-16 and I'll take out a target 100 m in one shot.
    Marksman-rated.heh

    Now blogging and playing with my Guitar Pro software. Kinda nice. I played with it during class once and my lecturer thought I was a pro songwriter.haha. Seriously, I'm more of lyric writer. I leave the songwriting to my abang sedara.hehe. Though sometimes I do came up with a tune or two.

    Alrights, pics from Iftar 06 on Saturday.Ahhh, what great memories of that event I hold..ahhhh.
    wonder what is the sweetest memory yer.. ok..shaddup..



















    1st pic: Farid the Dulang man
    2nd pic: Azhar the Water Boy
    3rd pic: The setan2 which somehow tak kena lock-up during Ramadan are around me...
    4th pic: Farid and Wan kene nyany nasyid-core.haha
    5th pic + 6th pic = 7th pic. enuff said




    yup yup..so thats it. Better pay attention in class right now. haha.

    Azhar? Asmah? hahaha..SALAH!!!!!

    ___~Why do I even bother...