Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Thursday, October 05, 2006

    10:13 pm

    Fields Of Despair

    Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
    In the land of loneliness the sea of blood runs cold
    Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
    Time after time we stood united on and on we go

    Fly far away, don't let the world pass you by
    Live for the day when we must stand and survive
    Now we face the judgement day our souls will cry in pain
    Hear the screams of my sorrow in the rain

    Silent fields of despair, my tears in the rain
    Pain in my heart bleeding through
    One day I'll be back for one moment in time
    Endlessly searching for you...

    Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
    Sufferring from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
    No more feelings inside my blackened heart I can't deny
    Time after time our souls divided on we cry

    Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
    Live for the day, another day passes by
    Now I turn and face my fear there's nothing more to say
    Still your dreams and my nightmares remain

    Silent fields of despair, my tears in the rain...

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    Alrighty, lets see now, what did I do today...hmmm..

    Today Java Practical was kriffing boring. Aran Kumar is on course at university so Paul Lee takes over. Yes, Paul Lee, the lecturer who pronounces 'rest' as 'breast' and 'double' as 'tupple'.
    Just our luck to have him take over. And the bloody thing is, he didnt even teach one single fucking thing. He just gave us the assignment and expect us to do it without any tutelage. Dude, we didnt get Bs for Java Programming because we're good at it. We got Bs because we copied! And yes, Aran Kumar was aware of our copying, but he thought we understand so its ok. he thought la..

    End up, the whole kriffing class played CS with the exception of yours truly. Don;t get me wrong. Its not that I act good or something. Its because I couldn't be bothered to disconnect from pDa4SP server and connect to spwireless server. Troublesome la. End up, I play FM by myself while the rest are shooting their asses off. After that, straight away went home and sleeeeeppp before waking up for break fast.

    I have announce ment to make. My mind have made a terrific comeback from behind and have successfully won the war. Meaning what? Means that I'm gonna move on and forget about her. So yeah, Arif (or whoever else) you've got a clear shot now. Good luck. May the Force be with you.

    Looked at Shakinah's blog yesterday and it got me thinking that it's been along time since I last expressed my gratitude towards my friends. So here it is...



    Nurshakinah(My dear twinnie) :     you're the best twinnie I could possibly have. Thanks for being the only person to support my mind instead if my heart. and also to Lopipop, cute nyerrr!! hehe =)

    Syafique(G82F Lead Guitarist): Dude, frankly, you're the best amigo anyone could have. Always the level-headed one between us and your advices always put me through. Though our views conflicts at times (especially about Rooney-Ronaldo, thats a classic) maybe thats why we click well. Gracias Senor.

    Azhar(G82F Lead Vocals) : Another amigo who shares the same passion as me. Been great knowing you all these years, same as Syafique. This is the guy who stick by me when some others truned their back one me during Sec 2. Thanks Azhar...or more affectionately, Aa. (does that sound too gayish?)

    Syahid (G82F Keyboardist) : Ninja Turtle, Mondog, Elmo. A lot la his nicknames. Its wierd that when we first knew each other, we didnt get on good terms. Sort of always arguing and in my part, hitting him. But now, Syahid, along with Azhar and Syafique are like the brothers I never had. Thanks Syahid. =)

    Iman (Wildboys Retards) : The Poleman. So called because of his tall and skinny frame. Also the self-proclaimed King Of Porn. Great guy to be with. Never failed to cheer people up with his craziness and cam-whoring. I've never seen a picture in which he wasnt looking at the camera and smiling. And another thing, Happy Birthday Iman!!

    Fadhirul (Wildboys Retards): The metrosexual. Don't ask me why, Iman gave him that nickname. Another great guy to be with. Has a big heart for his friends and but when playing soccer, can be very tamak.hehe

    Hambaly : The BIG guy. A presence not to be trifled with. Sec 3 and 4 wont be the same without him and Adi in the class. Was great to have these two sit beside you and fuck the teachers up.

    Adi: The craziest, obnoxious guy I ever known. Never failed to make me laugh at class. Probably the one other than Nick to fuck the teachers up good. Thanks for the memories, dude.

    Logan: My favourite striking partner. Never failed to set-up loads of goals for me to score.haha.thanks man.

    Aishah: My 'darling'.haha. Always so happy to see me right? Always act cute, sometimes its a bit iritating la. hehe. Always go to her to help me with my POA but sometimes, I was the one ended up teaching her.haha. Thanks Aishah!

    The rest of 4/1 '05 : You guys are the greatest. We didnt get the title of craziest class in JSS history for nothing right?haha

    Siti Fairuz and Hayati: Close presences always felt during Secondary School. Always there for me and very much appreciated.thanks!

    Liyana: Though we didnt talk much during Pri School, got to know you alot more better now. Seems that we have the same problems though is kinda directly opposite.haha. thanks for helping out!

    Anggun.:Another one who shares the same problem as me. Always there when I need her and never failed me before. Though just 15 years old, she is wise beyond her age. Gives me good advices too! thanks!

    Ruthiran: the narcissist. Possibly the only person I had the pleasure of knowing who is obsessed with his own body.haha, kidding la dude. He might seem quiet but get closer to him and you'll realise there's more to him.haha. It's been great knowing you

    Alfian: My best bud in primary school, now my GEMS classmate. It's been great knowing you all these years. thanks..

    Amirullah: The person whom I always talk about religious matters with. Cool guy, an example to show that faith and rock can mix, like me. Has a big heart for his friends. Thanks Amir..

    Farid( Wak): The extrenist, literally and thereotically. Always goes for the extreme. Always there when I need him. A good guy to be with. Thanks wak. Pinjam jin bole?hehe

    Ridzwan: The first friend I made in KEM. We've been good friends ever since. His advices on you-know-what kept me from giving up. Thanks wan..

    The rest of the Asroq ppl (Nurul,Miza, Farhan,Faisal and Atikah): thanks for the memories, you guys. And oh, WE STILL RULE!!

    Zee: What more can I say here? Seems that I said all I can about her. Thanks for everything. the superb four months, the faith you relighted and of course, for changing me for the better. THANK YOU!!

    Everyone else from KEM: Thanks for making my first step into poly life a nice one.

    Everyone from 1A/22: My gaming buddies cum classmates. Always play games during lectures and yeah, wanna play CS during practical again?haha. Looking forward to going through Poly life with you guys. Thanks...

    To everyone else I had the pleasure of knowing but hadn't had a chance to put you name here, I'd say a big, heartfelt THANK YOU for getting me where I am today!!!


    If you think I'm going to it to see your face, you're sadly mistaken. My love for you has flown with the wind but my love for Allah S.W.T will never waver






    ___~Why do I even bother...