Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Friday, October 13, 2006

    11:51 pm

    Its not the End that I fear with each breathe
    Its Life that scares me to Death...


    Just got back from Geylang with my family. Sort of a last minute decision made by mum, so, just go la.

    Bought new baju raya and this year wil be BLACK!! Yeahhh!!! I'm a stickler if it comes to the colour black. One of my faves other than red, white and blue. Damn, dah macam flag US gitu eh.haha. So, went to buy baju raya before going to eat at Pelagi Food Court. Got a whole pizza all to myself since Sakinah got stomachache. Dah macam tong sampah gitu ehh..hehe

    After that went home via cab. And now, I'm kinda annoyed with this bloody rinning nose of mine. I think I may be down wth flu, so tomorrow's RYC cannot marathon like during Iftar. Damn, camner nak impress orang tu ehhh..hehe.

    Maybe should have take it slow instead of overexerting myself. Seriously, I have absolutely no idea why I like to purposely push myself to my limits during Ramadan. And yeah, seems like my limits are getting higher these passing years since I'm nowhere ner breaking point. Mind over matter.heh

    Speaking of mind, the war just started again and its really shitty. And oh, I'm not talking about the war on terror or anything, I'm talking about the war between my heart and my mind. Its kinda shitty to have your heart and your mind constantly overwriting each other. This is the reason why I'm a bit indecisive at times.

    Its just like me to think about it so thoroughly that in the end, I followed my heart. And yeah, following my heart usually brings about disastrous results cos my heart's sort of like to see things the way it wants it to be seen, not what it truly is. But the my mind is... I dunno...people say I think wayyyyyyy too much.

    Its like I like to dwell on a problem. And I wont move on till its solved. Its just like me to see a problem and want to solve it although sometimes I issn't my problem. I have what people say, a keen tactical, analytical mind. Its not because I play alot of strategy games or whatsoever but I think its soething I was born with. When I see a problem, I not only think of ways to solve it. I will think of all failsafes possible to counter every possible failure.

    And one thing about me is that I like to second guess people. I like to think ahead of them just so that I can see how predictable they are. And most of the time, my guessing is correct. Though some people tend to be very unpredictable and there's where the fun begins. But the thing is, when my guessing is wrong, it usually leads to disastrous consequences.
    All of these is derived from this saying I found :

    Be not only three steps ahead of the current play but also two steps ahead of your enemy. At the same time, also be one step ahead of yourself

    sounds confusing? Its not, actually. Basically, it means that you have to always be on your guard. Always be ready for anything, meaning that think of all possible avenues of attack and think of how to counter them.

    So yeah, I'll stop here for now since I'd better get to sleep right now or you guys wont be seeing me doing the marathon tomorrow, meaning that I can't get to impress her.ahaha.
    And I suddenly got this distinct impression that someone's pretending to not know who that someone I'm trying to impress is..hmmmm...right?

    Told you I'm good at second guessing =)






    ___~Why do I even bother...