Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Wednesday, October 18, 2006

    10:00 pm

    Now here I stand with these blood on my hands
    I fought so hard now can I understand
    I'll break the seal of this curse if I possibly can
    For freedom of every man

    It's been a few days since I last blogged, so get ready for a lengthy one since there's a lot going on in my mind at this moment...

    Past few days lessons have been as per normal for me. CRS on Monday was kinda crazy cos we're juggling between two jobs, having to find an article and doing a review. The Lecturer actually wants us to pass up our articles the next day but since we're damned good at multi-tasking, we decided to give it at the same day. I finished mine in like...1 hour and then walked around, helping my classmates. I officially became the English Specialist (so-called) that day since my lecturer made it a point to tell the whole class of my distinction for O'Level English. Mesti korang menyampah nyer eh...
    oh, and one more thing, YANNADEY PATTI PATTI WHEIL WHEIL!!!! ahahahahaha

    Tuesday didnt have IDEAS in the morning, so get to go to school at 12.yey!! First time this semester that I actually get to wake up late.heheh. After Maths was break and Networking Essentials. Jafar cabot the class while I played games all the way. Anyway, Networking Essentials are teaching us what Data Comm already taught us last semester, so its all moot point.

    Today...alrighty...what happened today eh?
    Start of first with networking practical. Its fun actually, learning how to access other's computers in a network. Kinda how a peer-to-peer client works, I think. So yeah, after that was Java Programming Lecture. As always, didnt listened to a single bloody thing. I was watching Pirates Of The Caribbean (Dead Man's Chest) on my lappie.ehehe..shhhhh
    That movie was darn funny and yet full of action. Johnny Depp was at his acting best, Orlando Bloom too and Keira Knightly was just nothing short of amazing.
    Best part was when Jack Sparrow...pardon me, CAPTAIN Jack Sparrow, faced off with the dragon or sotong or whatever its called. Kinda cool actually...just like how I want to go out. In a blaze of glory. =)

    After class went to T16 first to meet up with Farid and Azhar before going off to GEMS with Azhar.GEMS was as usual, borrriinngggg. Ended up chatting with Nazif halfway thru and had to offline since he's going off to MLS and my class is finishing anyways. After class, went down to T16 to find Farid, who was still playing that stupid blasphemious Jesus game before going off to MLS.

    Reached there and straight away performed our Zuhur, where we were joined by Wan. After prayers, we straight away got down to business. Brought out the stuffs, the bamboo poles..everything la. And I noticed one thing. Every Star Wars fan, and I'm speaking for myself here since I'm a big Star Wars fan, whenever they see a pole, or a stick which has a variety of colours, the first thing that will pop into their mind is this : LIGHTSABERS. One good example is just now. Azhar made a mad dash for one of the poles while yelling 'Saber duel! Saber duel' loudly. He was soon joined by the resident Jedi Master Farid and Grand Master, me.ahaha

    So yeah, we had a load of fun doing the props. And the best part is, I GET TO PLAY WITH THE DRILL!!! and....I GET TO PLAY WITH THE HACKSAW!!! Its real coooolll!! and hurt my foot. Stepped on something sharp, till now don't know what it is but got some blood out of me, it did. Washed the blood off with some water before wearing my shoes back. Tu la, saper suro tak pakai kasut??

    After that, almost late for buka. Farid and Yusry were to engrossed playing DotA that they don't want to move their sorry asses to FC3 to eat. And someone is already waiting there. ehehehe. So, me and Wan kept on yelling at them to stop playing and threatening to switch off the power till they finally relented. Went to FC3 and shared a table with Lin,Adaw, Azhar and Anuar. Bought our food and drinks all, in time for buka. Eat2, talked crap, eat2 and talk more crap. Lin didn't finished hers so I finished it for her. Not that I'm a glutton or anything yar. =)

    After finished, just sit around and talked more crap. Most of the crap of course, coming from Farid.hahaa. And yeah, someone promised to share ice-cream with me but didnt give me any tau. ehehehe.. okie la, kiter main2 jer awak. =)

    After that, mader our way home and bla bla bla, here I am, onlined.

    So, here's what in my mind right now. I don't know, you guys are probably gonna give me a whole bloody load of stick for this, but, I'm gonna say it anyway. I just have this distinct feeling that Ramadan is a good time to fall in love. I know what you guys are gonna say, so hear me out first. During Ramadan, the Syaitans are all locked up right? Meaning that you're on your own. The bad stuffs you do can't be blamed on the Syaitan's whispers anymore. It's all about you, baby!!

    So, from that, I derived this. If there's no Syaitan to whiper malicious words at you, it means that you're falling in love with someone because you really ARE in love, and not because of what the Syaitan have whispered to you. Basically, it means you're really falling in love with that certain someone.

    Here comes "on-the-other-hand" part. It was said that Ramadan is the time for us to control our nafsu, meaning none of this romance thingy. But to what I know, its control you nafsu, not fight it till it dies. Frankly, we can never run away from nafsu. It'll always be there. Nafsu is what makes us human. So well , yeah...what do you think?

    pokey monster and pokey bear~





    ___~Why do I even bother...