Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go
Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain
Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...
Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry
Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain
The Prophecy
As darkness claims all light
Leaving the land in Eternal Night
Amidst the dead and innocent cries
Only then The Chosen One shall rise
Enter thy world but fear not
I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
So open your hearts and open your minds
For inside, only knowledge will you find...
Thursday, October 12, 2006
2:18 pm
Part of me, don't agreeCause I don't know if this for sure Suddenly, suddenlyI don't feel so insecureAnymore...Well, first things first. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO FARIDAH!!chocolate nanti aku bagi yerr =)Alright, lets get down to business. Just now Java practical was a real dumb class. Paul Lee just sat there at the front doing his things and left us to our own devices. And literally, he did left us alone.With our laptops.Filled with games.Geddit? hehehe.So, while most of the class are playing DotA (Defence of The Ancients to all you noobs out there) me and Jafar played....POKEMON!!! haha. Yeah I know, kinda childish right? Both of us are playing the FireRed version.hehe. Didn't play DotA since I'm not really a fan of that game and I just uninstalled my WarCraft 3 software from my lappie. =)So, spent the whole lesson switching between playing the game and chatting with Azlin and Wan at the same time. Kinda confusing actually cos I'm using MSN Plus tabbed chats. So, the probability of forgetting to change the tabs and having put the wrong msg to the wrong person is kinda high. Especially for someone who is as error prone as me.heheYesterday was props-making day. Had fun there with Nazif, Yusry,Farid, Azhar and Wan. Had a load of laughs though we did finish our work and well, we played alot too. Walked at the roofs. Alright Farid, next week we'll walk to the other end oryte? haha. Had fun making fun of Emo (sorry Wan). Nazif did an impression of an Emo guy slitting his wrist though his impression looks more like a violinist playing the violin.haha. Then, Farid showed us a video...actually its two videos of a G.I Joe cartoon which is dubbed over. Very2 funny. Go to youtube and watch it la...and also the parody of Star Wars Episode 3. That one's a classic.Mum have been asking why suddenly I've been like sooooo involved inMLS. First Iftar, after this is RYC. Next will be the Fundraising. Then its Muzikairama, then insyallah, Tiga Penjuru and finally, KEM 07. And yeah, I badly want to be involved in KEM next year. Badly badly badly. hehehe =)Why exactly I've been so involved? I didnt answer her but if I were to, this will be it:One day without me seeing the smile of one someone's face because of something good I did is a day wastedSo yeah...anyway, I just found one poem that I wrote but didnt get the chance to have it given because of the falling out. So, don't think I wanna post it here though if you wanna see it, just ask me..maybe I will let it be shown. And also, looking at the poem made me realised that it was wrong of me to ignore you and act as if we didn't know each other last Saturday during Iftar. But still, I smiled at you but I highly doubted you saw it. And well, I'm to blamed for totally ignoring you and acting as if you weren't there while we were outside the kitchen.So sorry...though you probably are already so damned sick of me saying that.My weakness is I care too much.It has always been that way...
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