Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Sunday, October 15, 2006

    10:00 pm

    Sometimes life is altered
    Break from the ropes your hands are tied
    Uneasy with confrontation
    Can't turn it right
    Can't turn out right...

    22 Ramadan
    2nd Night of Lailatul Qadar
    9 days to Syawal


    So, Lailatul Qadar, the Night of a Thousand Nights are upon us.
    These last ten nights signifies the revelation of the Holy Al-Quran and is said to be more holy than 1000 nights put together.

    Yesterday saw the start of Lailatul Qadar and of course, the Ramadan Youth Challenge (RYC) of which I participated in the mass community service(Let Our Hearts Shine).
    Went there alone since I was the only one among my friends who signed up namely Aishah, Azhar and Jafar who got the call to come and register for it at KACC.

    Got off at Kallang MRT and saw Wan and Adilla telling the participants where to go. Went to the bus stop Wan pointed and saw Hairil, Azlin and Nani there. Waited with them for the bus for soooo long and at last made the decision to walk to KACC despite them telling me that it's far. Should have gotten there a lot more faster if someone had told me the right direction to go.hehehe. btw, I didn't get lost. I don't get lost. I'm a human compass.ahaha

    Got there, regstration, then got my RYC. Its a long-sleeved polo. cool~ nice one too! ahaha
    Lucky me, Nazif, Hadi, Anuar and Azhar was there, so at least got some people which I know. ader jgak kawan...

    Got into our groups (re-shuffled). My group's consist of Sarep, Nazif, Khalis and me. Whihc is cool since the three of us (Me,Sarep and Nazif) already knew each other so no lengthy introduction needed between us, with the exception of Khalis, who is form Madrasah Aljunied.
    After that, we proceeded to do our Zuhur prayers before starting with the makeover.

    The house that my group were assigned to is a relatively easy one. Its the only house which doesn't require any painting. And the house is already sooo clean. So we didnt really do alot. I cleaned the fan, pasang the langsir and mopped the floor. Nazif and Sarep cleaned the toilet and wiped the floors clean while Khalis also swept the floor and cleaned the window panes

    Needless to say, with our utmost efficient selfs running at full throttle, we finished our tasks in like...2 hours or so. I even managed to sweep clean the place for Iftar.ahaha.
    We're the first team to arrive at the Kaumampos...ermm..I mean, Command Post. Wahh, like Amazing Race like that eh. We rested for like 15 minutes before they received a call, asking for more manpower to help. Since we're done with our jobs, we volunteered to help. MARATHON!!! YESSSARRHHH!!~~~

    Went to help out at Syikin's group which is...A13 if I'm not wrong. Me and Nazif are supposed to help out with the painting, but since we're bot having a bout of flu, we only helped out in pulling the furniture to one side before going off in search of more groups to help
    Halfway thru the corridor, met Arif and Zee. Asked Arif if there are more groups needing help and he just tols us to walk around and help out in any groups. Oh, and I acted like she wasn't there...again. What the hell is wrong with me. I know I'm not angry or something...but...damn...
    And yeah, not picking up my calls purposely right?

    Backkkk to ssstttoooryyyy

    We walked around from one block to another, helping out wherever that needs help. Needless to say, we're like some kind of inspectors. Popping in while they're doing their work and asking, "You guys ok? Good? Ok best", before walking off. After that, since no one needs our help, we walked back to Kaumampos. Once we reached the Kaumampos, Lin called me and told me that some people are needed to help with giving the hampers so, yeah, I'm in.

    So give the hampers, bla bla bla, meet Dr Yaacob Ibrahim...bla bla bla, Iftar...bla bla bla, terawih and then to Al-Falah. Before that, had a lot of fun teasing Lin and poking each other.heheheehehehehhehehehehehhehehehehe~~ ok, stop that..
    Did our street dakwah there at Hereen. Sadly...eh wait..fortunately, didn't see many malays there. So we went back to Alfalah and waited for the rest of the groups to come back.

    Then we did a self-reflecting thingy with Abang Hamid and yeah, it nearly brought me to tears. It just reminded me of how weak we are. How impossibly useless we are without Him. Without Him, we are nothing. Without Him there is nothing. He put me under all those tests, those heartbreaks, those failures to strengthen me. Everything happens for a reason. Though sometimes, the reason is not clearly there, they still happen for reason. There's a reason why I walked away. There's a reason why all these happen. And in time, it'll come to you.

    After that we went off to Assyakirin, though I got on the wrong bus. But don't care, since going to the same place. Soon as we reached Assyakirin, I had this sudden sense of belonging when I looked at the Masjid. It seems so long since I've been here. In short, for me, it was Home Sweet Home =)

    Had our supper in the basement and Wan Emo joined us. Went to the 1st floor to have our nap. Didnt planned to sleep actually, was caught up msging someone all the time. Actually been msging nonstop from the bus going to AlFalah.heheheh~

    But sadly, halfway, stopped msging and I fell asleep.ahaha. mcm btul jer kater tak nak tido.
    Woke up for Qiamulaill. The rest are like sooooo hard to wake up. Me and Wan had to wake Sarep, Wak and Hadi up, then prevent them from sleeping back, which is something hard. But then, finally did it. And started the Qiam

    After finished, went to the basement for our sahur. Nasi Lemak..mmmm..aahaha. The Kathira is having a chain reaction with everything else in my stomach and is going to explode anytime soon. So after Sahur is Subuh and after that is HOME!!!!

    Actually, I wanted to wait for Lin. But Mt. Vanuatu is about to explode and I cant keep holding it all in...uurrrgghh. So, sorry Lin, got to go!!! And while waiting for the bus, told Wan that I sense something amiss. And it turned out to be right.ahahaha. Wad did I told ya? I can be a Jedi Master..ahahaha

    Ahhh..so got home just in time for the eruption and after that, just slept. Woke up at 1140 and saw the message which is 4 hours late. hehehe..tak la, kiter main2 jer awak.. =)

    So yeah, I've got some pressing matters I wanna blog about, but I think it'ss have to wait tomorrow then. Cos I'm bloody sleepy right now.

    Assalamualaikum
    =)

    P.S 9 days left to get as much bonus points as possible. Stock still got alot. If you didnt claim by 9 days time, then you'll have to claim next year. If you think that's ok, then you're wrong. Who guaranteed you that you'll be here again next year? So, don't hesitate. Do it NOW!!
    May God light your path...

    ___~Why do I even bother...