Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Friday, October 20, 2006

    10:58 pm

    Undying Immortal

    Bound to the feet by my shackles of fear
    So deep in pain over so many years
    taken it all, without sheding a tear
    As right before me, Death itself leers

    But today I will fight
    and laugh in the face of Death
    As the battle rages on till the night
    And only a bleeding corpse of mine has been left

    I picked myself again only to fall
    For I am too weak,I'm only a man
    Though I'm defeat, I still stand tall
    Upon this earth, this God-given land

    I rise up, facing Death again
    For now I know I will prevail
    My mighty sword bloodied with stain
    A fight till the end, I will not bail

    This is the story of my life so far
    Wrecked with the hounds of insanity
    I've always have been a fallen star
    A victim of my own naivete

    Now I've made up my mind
    I'm gonna break through all these chain
    Only then my true self will I find
    Against all odds, against all pain


    I wrote this poem a few days ago. Finished it only yesterday. The meaning of it is evident thru some of the phrases I used. Basically its about not giving up on what you want. On not willing to stay down even when Death beckons, but instead, rise back up and fight. I've always been like that. Even though I know the odds are totally against me, that my chances are totally low, I will still fight on. I'm the sort of person who would rather go out knowing I tried my best to do it rather then going out knowing that I failed miserably...I wanna go out in a blaze of glory =)
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    Today was an nice day though it didn't exactly started well. Supposed to wake up at 745 but instead woke up at 7 since someone messaged me.hehehe. So since I was already up, bathe and solat Subuh before spending a few minutes traversing Middle Earth in my Lord Of The Rings game.ahaha. Morning2 also want to play game eh.

    Went out of the house at around 815 or so and into a damned thick haze. Was kinda weird actually since it rained before that and usually the rain would have washed away some of the haze. But instead, it increased. Anyways, just walked all the way to BoonLay MRT.

    Got to school and saw Yong Long, which was lucky since I have absolutely no idea where my class is. ahaha. AND I didnt get to the wrong classroom. pfffttt.
    1st up was Fundamental Electronics tutorial. Finally learnt something about FE. Understood what Logic Gates are about though my mind keep on thinking about Synyster Gates.ahaha.

    After that was FE lecture and learnt about Kava-something maps. It was damned bloody cold in the class. I brought the temperature up but the lecturer insisted on it being brought back down. Hampeh btul...

    So after that met up with Wan, who was at the classroom above mine btw, before going to FC5. Farid met us there and saw Syikin who was later joined by Hilmi. Farid started playing that blasphemious Jesus game again and Wan used my lappie to play DotA. A few minutes later went to fetch Lin from Main Library. Chey~ ok,shaddup...

    Went straight to MLS Room after that and waited for Ahmad to come. He came and we carried the dulangs and went to Yishun via MRT. Inside MRT, we ganged up on Farid (kesian Wak, sorry yer.ehehe) teasing him about air kathira. Oh, Ahmad started it first btw. =)
    Reached the house and put the dulangs outside before rushing off to the nearby mosque, which is Darul Makmur, leaving Lin to tend to the belongings. Makwe? Makwa? Makmur la bodoh..

    After finished solat (we were late btw) went back to the house via cab and finished up sending to the other house. The toddler at the other house was uber cute!! I pinched her chubby cheeks and she smiled. Ahhhhhh..ahaha. Cute sey~~ forget to take pic...damn. Went back up after that.

    Said our goodbyes at Jurong East MRT since Farid, Lin and Wan are going back to school and Ahmad is already otw to Dhoby Ghaut while I'm going home. Got home, messaged2, anddddd sleep. ZzzZZzzZZzzZZzz

    AND now...lately I find some things changing around me. Though they're kinda like only small changes, they're noticeable nonetheless. They are:
    1) I seem sooooo happy always nowadays.
    2) I laugh wayyy too much
    3) Late night sleep is back
    4)As my classmate said, "Dah start msg2 alik time class nampaknyer"
    5) I now have a sudden urge to poke someone
    6)I'm getting more sentimental lately
    and....
    7) I love bears more than ever. (wink*wink*)

    and yeah... I'M DELIRIOUS TODAY COS POKEY BEAR MADE AND GAVE ME A BEAR!!
    WHEEE~~
    ehehehe..peace out..
    p.s. Kakak Ain, go get ur eyes fixed can? ehehe

    pokey monster cyg pokey bear =)



    ___~Why do I even bother...