Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Sunday, November 19, 2006

    6:31 pm

    Am I being too cryptic?
    Am I being too obscure?
    Love kills, romance is dead
    And I don't even trust myself
    But I love you
    And you can pull my wings apart
    And pin me down under glass until the end of days
    If it can help you discover that we share the same pain...

    Its been one hell of a week for me.Loads of fun stuffs happened, though not without its highs and lows. Duh, this is life la, come on...

    Last week was MST week. Don't wanna dwell on that. Was also Fundraising week at the Honour's United Bazaar. Was at the boothe the whole week although my duty is supposedly only on Wednesday. Ironically, Wednesday is just about the only day that I wasn't there. Was off playing...I mean, training at the street soccer court.

    And yea, seems like I've lost some of my Midas touch. Or maybe its just because of my absence from the soccer pitch for dunno how long. And I admit that it's pretty demoralising when you miss an absolute sitter of which I could score easily a few months back. I really need to get back in shape. And fast.
    And, someone says I'm like Michael Owen. I dunno whether to take that as a compliment or an insult. But coming from a LIVERPOOL fan, I'd take it as a compliment then. Got that nickname because of a moment of magic from yours sincerely. Sidestepped 3 defenders before slotting in the goal despite I'm off-balance AND the keeper coverd the angles. One word. MAGIC. woots.

    On Friday was the last day of Fundraising. Got a whole load of whipped cream leftover so we had some fu with it smearing oin people's faces. FIrst up was Hilmi, who was a willing volunteer. Next up was...MR P!!! ahahaha. Sarep squeezed out th whipped cream while I simply splat the whole ountain of whipped cream from which Lin was eating on his face.hah. Tak slalu dapat bully President tau..

    And, I got a taste of my own medicine after that. Got whipped cream splat on my face thanks to Sarep. And we both chased Wan, trying to get some in his face. And Sarep finally did that. ahaha. But then, its my turn to be chased by Sarep and Wan for..errmmm...touching touching...ahaha..
    Nvm, that was the strike team bonding time.ahaha

    After that, Me,Sarep and Hadi went around the school to pull of the poster of the fundraising. But we pulled of something much better AND much bigger. Shan't say what or wheree, just put it as we were the Banner Bandit Ninjas that time.ahaha. Had a whole loads of great time that day. It's nice to know that there's people as crazy as I am. =)

    Yesterday was MLS United's first official training session. Not much people came though it enough. Namely they're:
    Sufyan Rooney
    Sarep Solsksyafiq
    Hadi Gerarrd
    Hadu (Abdul Hadi)
    Ridz Wan Persie
    Wan-third Lehmann
    Amir Taibi
    Anuar
    Azhar
    Wak Abdillah Agger
    Fawzey Viera
    Yusri Gay...okla, main2 jer..kekeke
    Ahmad Carrick (cheyy)

    Did I miss anyone out? ahaha
    It was a nice training session. Though I'm still somewhat frustrated by my lack of goals and finishing touch.
    We sat around the Musollah at T14 and just talked around before going off. Its nice to spend some time with the guys. And from what we can see, the Strike Team (Me, Sarep and Wan) so-called because we're spearheading the attack, are probably the only section of team that's clicking well. Probably some problems in the communications department perhaps?
    By the way , I'm number 22. whee~ *wink*wink*

    And here I am now, blogging. At Pak Busu's house. And I'm kriffing missing *someone really really badly. What to do, didnt chat yesterday, didnt get to see her these few days. How not to miss like that??
    ahaha...sabar yan..sabar itu separuh dari iman...

    some p.s

    to Sarep : Jangan luper 7 tahun nanti dekat Convention Centre ehhh..ahaha
    to Wan : Keep ur head up yeah...dun let it bring you down. In time, she'll realise what she thrown away. Keep smiling yar? =)
    to Zif : Cheyy..progressing nampak...good luck and all the best to you bro =)
    to Yusri : Yus is gay! Yus is gay! ahaha..takder la...main2 jer laa...jgn merajuk la kie..kiter kan brothers..ahaha
    to Lin : Imy and Ily loads and loads laaaaaa...anywaykan, when you going to update you blog??

    I know what it's like when memories make you wince
    And love letters read like obituaries
    And photo albums are the books of the dead
    I need no reminders
    No more reminders
    I'll forget the past and lay it to rest

    ohh..and before I go...

    YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO A GRAND AFFAIR AT SP CONVENTION CENTRE IN 7 YEAR'S TIME. GET THAT, GRAND AFFAIR. ;p

    ___~Why do I even bother...