Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Sunday, December 31, 2006

    11:35 pm

    Its never important where we start
    though as time goes we will grow astray
    Memories dear are kept in the heart
    where forever they will stay...



    This will be my last post for the year 2006.

    As I am posting this and cracking this erratic hunk of machinery I call a brain to figure out what the hell am I gonna write here, the minutes are counting down towards midnight and year 2007. The year 2006 which have just passed us by (I hear them celebrating at the CC beside my house already) and it has brought us a whole load of good times and bad.

    For me, the year 2006 have bought me alot of experiences, may it be good and bad and also its fair share of surprises. Let us see what the passing year brought me through shall we?

    Good Times

    - Moving house. Actually I don't really know whether this is good or bad, but for me i don't really miss my old house. I think it has something to do with having a soooo much bigger bedroom which is like 2 times the size of my old bedroom. But the thing is, after putting in all my belongings, which issnt much, my biiggg bedroom looks kinda bare. Hmm..


    - The start of polytechnic life and the opening of a whole new chapter of my life. Its been great to be in KEM and till now, I'm still sure that going for KEM is perhaps the best decision I ever made. Forged newfound friendships, especially with the Asroq people there and I really miss the days when we were really close. But shit happens and it all fell apart, putting us to this predicament that we are in right now. Lets pick up the pieces and rebuilt what we had, shall we?


    - The strength of my will after what had happened during the fall-apart at the middle of the year is so suprisingly strong that I was nowhere near breaking point. I have thought that I'd end up crying and emoshittified and all that but I proved myself wrong. Allah S.W.T gave me the strength to carry on. As I said, you may break my love, you may throw my hopes away. But as long as this flame of Faith burns in me, you can never break me.


    - Somehow or rather, I found this year's Ramadhan to be somewhat more special then it normally is. Maybe its the volunteer work I did during RYC and the Iftar that made it special. Maybe its the fact that I pushed myself to the boundaries of my limitations and succeeded. But hhm...most probably, I think its the fact that I found *you. And its during Lailatul Qadar, no less.

    - Been growing closer to my MLS peeps. Love you guys so much lah!! Bonded well with some of you guys especially during Darmawisata, Muzikarama, Iftar, SPMLS United training sessions..bla bla bla

    - and the best part of 2006 is....finding *you. Enuff said.


    Bad Times

    -Going for a ride on a police patrol car because of public nuisance. And the ironic is, I stopped playing my bike and the police came and hauled me up woth the rest. Kinda shit issn't it?
    Inilah time zaman biker ehhh. And shhhhh...don't tell people about it yeah? Even Dave Mirra or RYan Nyquist or Dave Escamilla don't get busted like this. heh.

    and the most bad thing might just be...

    -proving to myself that my special ability is being able to somehow, always mess things up when things are looking good for me. Its a major letdown to see all your hard work going down the drain just like that. Pfffttt..


    And now, you may ask, what's my resolution for next year.


    The thing is, I don't have any.


    WHY? you may ask.


    Well, to put it simply, my resolution last year was....






    NEVER MAKE ANYMORE RESOLUTIONS...because i never end up fulfilling them. hah


    One last word,

    Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha and Happy New Year to everybody out there!!
    p.s. if you drink, don't drive. Ingatlah yang tersayang. =)

    ___~Why do I even bother...