Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Friday, December 08, 2006

    9:47 am

    My Life Inside Your Heart

    Fight back the impulse to turn my head and close my eyes
    Spending these night awake,cold and paralysed
    Wonder how we got this far
    and never realised the thred that bonds our lives

    I know you're hurt and I can help you if you take my hand
    And we'll live in the dreams we leave behind
    Take my hand as we move from this place to a beter life
    Take my hand
    If you just take my hand...

    Fight back the feelings that you could always just deny
    Remember that everything we know is just a lie
    Its like we made up this memory
    and watch te darkness pass and rise

    And beneath this world I stand
    And ask of you to take my hand
    And I'll promise to not let it go
    Take my hand for its something greater than you'll ever know
    Take my hand for its all I ask of you to show

    Fight back the urge to turn my head and close my eyes
    for I know I'll wake up tomorrow still alive
    I'm still dreaming
    I'm still waiting
    I'm still sure
    This is my life inside your heart...

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    Well, one more day to our first match now. Though I'm higly anticipating it, I've to admit I'm feeling kinda jittery. And what's worst is that suddenly all these thoughts of self-doubt suddenly swam in my mind. The picture of that open goal I missed s the first thing I see everytime I thought about football. Its really annoying and somewhat demoralizing.

    Thoughts of failing on Saturday kept haunting me. Even in dreams these days I saw myself fluffing that bloody open goal over and over and over again. It really got me thinking of what will happen if I were to miss that kind of chance again.

    And whats worst is that during that training match, we were playing within ourselves. But tomorrow, alot of people will be watching. Even Faizul is coming to watch. Ahhhhhhhh. Damn.
    I really wonder where that free-scoring, goal machine Sufyan of old has gone to. The one who never falters in front of goal. The one who scored against every goalkeeper in known in Jurong Sec. The one who ruthlessly destroyed Yuan Ching Sec's defence and scored 4 goals in that very match. Somehow, he's gone now....replaced by a more assisting-minded, self-doubting idiot-who-can't-score-even-when-centimetres-away-from-goal. ARRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!

    But at least, I have *her to motivate me. I have to admit that *her presence wil always somehow give me that extra boost to go the extra mile. Case in point, during once we played against some Indian guys in street soccer, i never looked like in the game at first. It was only when she came that I scored that magical solo effort ala Michael Owen.

    Ehh....wait. Did I just say I played like Michael Owen??? Ewwwww..no no no...Wayne Rooney, more like it. =)

    In any case, I know *she'll be by my side no matter what and if anyhting happens, I'll still have *her to make my day anytime. =)

    **UPDATED**

    SPMLS vs ITE DOVER
    9 December 2006
    ITE DOVER soccer pitch
    9 a.m Kick-off

    Line-up:
    4-4-2(Diamond)

    Wan Emo (GK)
    Arif (LB)
    Azhar (RB)
    Nizam (CB)
    Abdillah (CB)
    Hadi S. (LM)
    Fawzey (RM)
    A.Hadi (DM)
    Ridzwan (AM)
    Sufyan (FW)
    Shafiq (FW)


    ___~Why do I even bother...