Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Sunday, January 21, 2007

    11:07 pm

    Have you ever tried so hard to get something, only to let it fall off your grasp just because of this one thing that you did wrong?


    Have you ever sat by your dying friend one whole night, only to be away when he took his last breath?


    Have you ever thought that you had it all, only to watch your whole life crumble at your feet the second later?


    Have you ever thought that you had won, only to lose at the last stretch of the race?


    Have you ever seen someone as a perfect model for a leader, only to have him destroy that picture when he tormented and caused pain to someone he onced loved?


    Have you ever felt so angry that if you let your anger go, it could wash away the stars?


    Have you ever been in a leadership role, where your people are at the brink of civil war and you did nothing about it?


    Have you ever walked the path of hate and feel the anger, the strength and the feeling of invincibility coursing through your veins?


    Have you ever waited for a girl whom have moved on and while waiting, you came close to not only destroying your life, but the the girl's life as well?


    Have you ever had this much questions swimming through your head?




    Well I had. Though not all of the questions above are really asked towards me, some of them are asked instead towards you, my dear readers. Have you ever done any of the above?

    Have you ever not moved on after breaking up with a girl while the girl have moved on and while doing so, came close to destroying your life and also the girl's? If you're reading this and you feel as if it's meant for you, then it is. There is no absloute point of showing off your loyalty right now. You had your chance, you let it go. Just move on and stop destroying your life by waiting. And for the record, stop questioning her. It really doesn't help it. If you truly trust her and is her best friend, than you should be happy for her and trust that she is happy and not planning for our downfall. Seriously, I couldn't care less with your hasad dengki. Cos every minute you have that feeling, your pahala comes to me and my dosa to you. Thanks for your generosity. And let me tell you this : "Wait for the one, and you will lose the rest. Go with the rest and you will find the one." Stop destroying your life. It doesnt help it.

    People come and go in each and our lives. Its something that couldn't be stop. What matters most is the impact they made. You could be longtime friends one day and enemies the next. You could be strangers one day and suddenly became together the next few weeks. Its all a matter of impact they had made. Some will leave with a lasting impression while some will leave nothing at all. Impressions of pleasure, of hatred, of anger, of love. Its a funny thing how one thing could lead to another totally unexpectedly.

    This is called LIFE. You win some, you lose some. Its alright to lose. But what matters most is how you lose. Fall down gracefully and take it well? Or fall down and hate the person who caused the fall? Its all a matter of your sense of individuality. And much could be said of the way you react to your falls. If you fall and get back up, only to pray for the person to fall also, then you my friend...wait...you're no friend...friends should be happy for one another, not praying for each other's downfall.

    In life, you might get rejected. But hey, tell me who doesnt get rejected in life be it once or twice? The Chosen One Prophet Muhammad himself got rejected. And by his own people nonetheless. They pelt him with stones, faeces, urine and also the kitchen sink...eh no, last time havnt got kitchen sink yet. But did he give up? NO! He stood tall and went on with it. Did he just stay at home and refuse to go out? NO! He went out and got us where we are today.
    Take it from him. Every rejection, every fall we fell is a chance for us to learn..and not fall the same way again.



    Have you ever felt forsaken and thought that everything left you, only to find that the thing very thing you need is in your heart?


    Have you ever felt so unloved, only to find that the all the love you need is right smack in front of you?


    Have you ever wondered why God didn't give you what you want, only to find that you were destined for greater things all along?


    Have you ever contemplated of waiting for a girl, only to move on and find someone better?


    Have you ever think of commiting suicide, only to find that life is the best thing you could ever have?


    Have you ever thought far for the answers, only to find that the answers lies only within you?


    Have you ever renounced the darkness in you and throw away all the ill feelings within you towards others, the resentment felt to some people and in turn, cleanse yourself, abling yourself to see the light and enlightenment?

    Well, I have.

    Have you?

    ___~Why do I even bother...