Can you feel the pain inside sometimes in my mind?
In the land of loneliness the seas of blood run cold
Is the feeling lost inside within the sins of all mankind?
Time after time we stood united on we go

Fly far away don't let the world pass you by?
Live for the day when we must stand and survive
Now we face the judgment day our souls will feel the pain
Hear the screams of my world through the rain

Silent fields of despair my tears in the rain
Pain in my heart bleeding through
One day we'll be back for one moment in time
Endlessly searching for you...

Who can cure my emptiness inside for this time?
Suffering from loneliness my dreams and hopes will die
No more feelings left inside my blackened heart I cannot hide
Time after time our souls divided on we cry

Fly far away don't leave your own past behind
Live for the day another year passes by
Now we turn to face our fear there's nothing more to say
Still your dreams and my nightmares remain


  • The Prophecy

    • As darkness claims all light
    Leaving the land in Eternal Night
    Amidst the dead and innocent cries
    Only then The Chosen One shall rise

    Enter thy world but fear not
    I walked through the darkness and shadows, I've fought
    So open your hearts and open your minds
    For inside, only knowledge will you find...
    Wall Of Infamy

    The Chosen One
  • Muhammad Sufyan Bin Roslan
  • Singapore Polytechnic [DICT]
  • 11 March 1989
  • Servant to Allah S.W.T
  • Disciple to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
  • Forward for SPMLS United
  • Lead Guitarist for Disasterpiece
  • Leader Of The Rebel Alliance

    Thy Chosen Amor
  • Allah S.W.T
  • Family and friends
  • Her*
  • The underground scene

    Thy Chosen Hatred
  • The Bush Administration and Israel for crimes against the Islamic world. Or to the world actually.
  • Idiots like George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld, Tony Blair and Ariel Sharon just to name a few
  • Matreps and Minahreps. Don't taint our society. Throw yourselves down the drain and rid us of your stupidity please

    Disclaimer
    This blog is the property of Muhammad Sufyan. If you don't like it and have no constructive criticisms, please keep it to yourself. I'm sure someone else cares about them, cos I really don't have time for narrow-minded fools like you. Thank you very much. Oh, and please, throw yourself down the drain to and rid us of filth like you.
    • The Chosen Significant Other
  • **Azlin

    The Chosen Confidantes

  • Abdillah Agger*
  • Abang'Escaflowne'Din*
  • Adawiyah*
  • Adi*
  • Arep*
  • Amir(The Reverence)*
  • Amir(The Forgiver)*
  • Amalina*
  • Azhar*
  • Fhaizal Eleventhfinger Drummer*
  • Hadi Brengsek*
  • Friendster*
  • Haryanti*
  • Hilmi*
  • Kakak'Empress'Ain*
  • Liyana*
  • Lydia Natasya*
  • Mahirah*
  • Miza*
  • Nani*
  • Nazif*
  • Nurul*
  • N.Nadiah*
  • Ridzwan*
  • Shakinah*
  • SPMLS*
  • Suhailah*
  • Syafiq(Sarep)*
  • **Syafique Esperansas*
  • Syahid Masnor Gerrard*
  • Syikin*
  • Wan Emocore*
  • Zac*
  • Zee*

    • Sunday, February 18, 2007

    12:21 pm

    The wicked End

    Man's becoming more corrupt now
    Godless, wicked and cruel
    The soulless man stood silenced
    Mariam's word rang so true
    Chastisement worse than the flood
    spread the word, its all true
    Don't kill the messenger,please
    As if we havn't swam enough in this world of misery

    Voice your prophecy shed us some light
    Feel sorrow for mankind's chance to survive
    Swallowed lies and swimming in our own tears
    A stab in the dark and it wounded our will
    We won't be here tomorrow
    Hold on to me for one last time

    We've grown into the numbers
    Six hundred sixty-six
    War breaks a sign of the end
    Eternally expelled
    Look to the sky for knowledge
    The stars aligned tonight
    Eclipse and heaven shall fall
    Now I know I've seen it all
    In my life of misery

    Dust the apple off savor each bite
    And deep inside you know Adam was right
    Lust and power, indulgence no fear
    Left with his sins how does this end?
    We won't be here tomorrow
    Hold on to me for one last time

    As the prophets shine the light
    on whats to come
    the crowds did gather
    Your time is precious, they explained
    No time to worry
    Messiah's coming

    Don't go to sleep tonight darling hold me in your arms
    This could our final days and I can't let go..


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    For some reason lately, everywhere I turn I see right now I see couples breaking up.

    OR

    Someone is crying his/her heart out over some other person that they have feelings for

    OR

    Some other bloody damned thing thats always, and without fail, being pointed to this one thing that we all call LOVE.

    You see, some people when they're in love, they'll overlook some things. Like that maybe someone somewhere might be HURT by their actions. That someone somewhere might be HATING them for what they've done, or will do. And also for the fact that Love, like everything else is in a subjct of duality, meaning that it has two sides.

    Love is bliss. And love could hurt. And people tend to overlook the hurt part for their in too deep in their bliss. They'll only realise the hurt part when its far too late. People tend to overlook the fact that SOMEDAY, SOMEHOW, EVERYTHING GOES AWAY FROM YOU.
    Don't overlook that fact, but at the same time, don't dwell on it too much. Seriously, your condescending fucks makes me want to laugh and puke at the same time.

    For that reason alone, that is exactly the reason why I had never been too attached towards something or someone last time. For I know, someday, I have to let go whether I like it or not.
    Girlfriends? Before this, never had any. Best friends? Azhar and Syafiq are the closest to me but the real reason why I decided against opting to be in their class in Sec 3 was so that I could be less relient on them. A prized possession? Nope, never had..

    When you learn to let go, you learn to move on. And when you learn to move on, you learn to embrace the pain. Yes, embrace the pain, never endure it. Because if you endure it, one day, it'll be too much to bear and when your defences are totally down, well, lets just say you'll be in one hell of a time. Embrace the pain, make pain your ally.

    Perhaps thats the reason why I could move on after what happened last year. Admittedly, I surprised even myself that it didnt feel as bad as I thought it would. I just picked myself back up again and get on with life. So what if I fall? It hurts,? Well, so what. Just get the hell back up again. Every fall is an oppurtunity for you to strengthen yourself. Scared of falling again? Then learn by experience and find out what you did wrong. Life too is a subject of duality, probably the best example of it. For every warmth, there is coldness. For every Love, there will be Hatred. And for every rise, there will be falls.

    But what if you thought you had all the answers and one day, suddenly the questions are changed?
    Well, for once, that applies to me.

    Because well, right now I'm in love.

    Realllyyyy, in love.

    Blinded? Overlooking things?

    Nah, don't think so.

    But God help me if I do.

    For *she's the best thing that ever happened to me.
    =)

    As I watch the self-doubts running through my head
    I know I'm never contented to be in this state
    Feeling my blood rushing, mixed with hate
    But in my heart I know, its never too late

    I picked myself up and dust the dirt off
    Despite these pain I will step forth
    to turn my back against this hatred
    of anger unreleased and unabated

    I walk away despite my ailing
    for I will never succumb to Hatred's bidding
    I keep on walking, never know what's in store
    But I know, Hatred is never my cure

    Love is thy cure in eyes of thine
    For its something thats truly divine
    My love belongs to thy fair dame
    but alas, hallowed is thy name

    p.s. the last stanza is just a playful use of old enlish words. =)







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